Author Notes for this post to make sense you’ll need to read part 1 first
Hello Souljaz, Welcome Back! In the previous post I left off with meeting this cute female and I became introduced that she was a satanist I was 15 by this time frame and I wanted to feel like I belonged and I was chasing after the power status. I was also dealing with certain gang members trying to take me out because they were jealous because I received a promotion and they had been in the gang longer than I had been.
Point frank I was sick of the gang lifestyle and the target on my back… Like I mentioned this female appeared to have power to do questionable things before my eye’s… The power aspect had me asking myself where do I sign up? So, I asked this female witch how do I become a warlock?
Side Note: In the bible the husband is appointed leadership in the home for his own family and the devil flat out hates God, So, the positions are opposite in devil worshiping point frank the female witch is the shot caller.
This unnamed female told me if I wanted in I had to prove myself first. I thought no problem I had a care free attitude already in the gang so I am down to do anything to join. This female witch told me because of my previous gang status she needed me to be like a foot soldier for the kingdom of hell out on the streets. At first I was confused then she explained that I needed to befriend targeted individuals(s) to gain their trust to gain information and to collect personal items of the targeted individual(s).
At first I thought this request was odd, but thought if this is what it takes I am down I want power I can control like she has the ability to control. I didn’t understand like I do now, but this female needed certain personal items to curse to bring a curse into a persons life. Other times the witches needed certain personal effects and information of a targeted individual to complete sinister spells
Because of the previous gang life I had gained clout on the streets I was the go to person to get certain things done back then. This caused me to be popular among shady individuals and regular everyday life type individuals. Point blank this female witch needed money to fund her devil worshiping ministry…Because of my care free attitude I gathered a crew that broke into cars and homes many years ago to make fast cash. The crew I placed together was a bunch of males that wanted to become a warlock like I wanted to become a warlock.
As requested I was getting things done for the head witch and I was becoming deeper intertwined into the atmosphere of satanism (black magic) one day the female witch approached me and said there was going to be a party the night before Halloween. (night before Halloween is referred to devils night) I didn’t drink or do drugs at the party I wanted to be well alert to know if any trickery was going and the stuff I witnessed that night locked me in.
I begin to meet knew people and they had things to hide for good reason because it could have landed them behind bars back then. A year later I turned 16 yrs old and I was introduced to some big players in the community behind satanism and the group I hung out with was joining up with the other individuals… Needless to say I was on a need to know basis but was invited it turned out to be a human sacrifice and I became afraid.
I became afraid because I was down for the power, the partying, and being at the time what I thought was the in crowd. This particular night I meet up with the individuals in the woods via the people I hung out with daily and these woods where out there you could scream all day and not be heard at all. There was prominent individuals that had a lot to loose with their career choices… Like for instance one individual was a doctor by day and practice satanism by night.
Something didn’t feel right that night in the woods and then I saw the person they were going to sacrifice unto satan, needless to say I wasn’t down for watching or being a part of a murder So, I ran and the head person of the group in the woods said “get him” he saw my face and I have a lot to lose. When the focus turned on me the group split up to get me and the other person got away and the female I met in the beginning picked up the person that was suppose to become sacrificed with their car and drove down the road and yelled at me get in the car.
Us three took off and I turned my back on satanism after 1 year of it. But then my life was still a big mess, Ana, my current girlfriend (I’ll speak about our 22 yr separation in another post some day) Ana, became pregnant in her teenage years, I had certain gang members wanting my head on the platter for leaving the gang and now certain satanist wanted my head on a platter as well for altering their plans that night and now Ana, is pregnant through all this mess in my life.
The pressure of stress was so strong upon me that I decided to end my life
To Be Continued In Part 3